Kingdoms Part II

I'm still pondering the thought of Whose Kingdom I'm building. I'd like to say that my heart is completely enslaved to the idea of building a kingdom up for Christ. Selfishness, however, still has a small room hidden deep within my heart and I cannot find the key to unlock it. I want to unleash the desires that are only my own so that I will be equipped to focus on those of Christ. How do I get from point A to point B without damaging who I was really made to be? How can I grasp the fullness of humility without longing to obtain the things I so incredibly want? I want to be like Christ, who made himself nothing, without any reservations. God knows the exact time set for me and the exact place I should live. Isn't that good enough....?